THOUGHT PROVOKER 76


Got To Be More Blind


Last Updated December 14, 2003
To Provoke Thought Is The First Step To Beyond




      “Well, I’m still working. They’ve moved me to the front desk, I answer the phone and do some light typing.” said the woman, her tone conveying more resignation than joy. Today was her first visit with a Vocational Counselor from the Commission for the Blind. “It took awhile to not want to jump up and do the executive functions I was used to doing. But my eyes change so much and I know they won’t get better...and I have doctor's appointments and treatments that make me miss days of work. When I’m having a bad eye-day, I can hardly do this job, yet alone those duties I used to do. But, I’m hanging on. My employer is so accommodating and I appreciate that.”


      “What duties were you responsible for in your prior position?” asked the VR Counselor. She liked how this woman presented herself; a person who always had a good self image, was competent in what ever she took on. This question was just one in a series that the Counselor would ask to align her thoughts for further counseling. She would draw much of what she would say to this woman from the several severely visually impaired and totally blind people that she knew who were working every day in office settings, in jobs ranging from various types of clerks and assistants to office managers. The counselor was also aware that in the average office setting there were some tasks that were structured in such a way that it would be more efficiently done by sighted workers; even that there were a few jobs that at present could not be done by a blind person. But there will always be limitations, for everyone. So she would go for the strengths, educating, stressing skills and attitude. She was looking forward to the challenge of looking further into the office where this woman worked. From what she had seen thus far of this office from her observations while waiting in the reception area for today’s appointment time, she had a feeling that there probably were technological, functional and attitudinal solutions that would allow a blind person to function here.


      “Oh, data entry, sorting and processing incoming and outgoing emails, working with spreadsheets, databases...” Her voice broke with emotion, but with a “sniff” and a dab of a tissue, she went on. “I could still do them now. But only for awhile, the eyestrain would just kill me. So...then there is typing up correspondence and memos...and those I think would be easy. I am a touch typist and have always been accurate.”


      “How much of the material that you were required to handle was hard copy?” asked the counselor. She needed more information in order to best think through the options possible. A low vision tactic was one line of thought she mulled over; specifically the magnification possibilities of a CCTV (closed circuit television). And for the computer, a screen enlargement program, one with additional voice output. Another immediate option for the reading of hard copy text could be the always reliable non-visual tactic of a scanner with voice output (OCR- Optical Character Recognition). And likewise, screen reading software for general computer use.


      “Hard copy? Oh, you mean print pages given to me? Well, some things, but once my vision settles down my doctor’s going to try me again with new glasses, which I hope will help with that.”


     The VR Counselor listened and processed all that was being said. The words and the tone made her very aware that this woman still saw herself as a sighted person and was trying to hang on to her failing sight for dear life. The counselor knew that this woman needed the education that she was ready to give her. She knew she could expand this woman’s awareness to knowing that there were viable low vision and especially non-sighted methods to function, that it was possible to eventually develop the mind-set of “I can still do a worthwhile job here, no matter what.” Aloud, she said, “Thank you for sharing all of this with me. I know all this is frustrating and even scary. And from my standpoint, what I would like to discuss with you now are the many low vision and non-visual methods I can tell you about today and show you when you visit my office. These devices and techniques will eliminate most of the difficulties you are having.”


     The woman replied, resolution showing in the tone of her voice, “Well, thank you, but no. I’m going to wait and see where my vision is going. I can’t give up yet.”




RESPONSES
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**1. How intriguing to note that for most people, the idea of being blind, with everything that connotes, is far worse than taking a low functioning and low paying job. In other words, rather than make use of devices designed to bring the visual environment within reach, the individual would rather muddle ineffectually along, pretending to be competent. The issue of course, is blindness itself, and how it's viewed by the world - fate worse than death, kind of thing. No doubt many blind people continue to hug those old, tired prejudices to their chests as well. There is such comfort in time-honored superstition. It's so relaxing to never have to challenge a thought process, to never overturn a paradigm - even if that paradigm is disfigured by false concepts. And, how superior and smug a person can feel when imagining they have so much more workable vision that the "poor" totally blind person who uses accommodations to access print and all else. As long as someone can strain to see - albeit dimly, things around them, no appropriate blindness skills need be learned (those being for the blind, you know). We have so far to go to educate one another on these issues. Considering how much longer people are living now, often losing vision in later years, I for one hope we can reach people before they need to learn skills at rehab centers; maybe then they will appropriately respond to vision loss and learn all they can in order to do all they can.


Kathy Millhoff USA



**2. This woman is obviously in denial. She has not yet accepted her vision loss. Posing technical solutions to her at this time will not yield positive results, because she is not ready for that yet, because she doesn't yet see herself as blind. The counselor should be reaching out to her on the feeling level.


Andy Baracco Chatsworth, California USA



**3. An interesting Thought Provoker and one that many Rehabilitation Counselors can identify with. In short, although the counselor has much to offer to the client, the client must be ready to accept the help and be willing to recognize her need. Until she is ready to accept that she is blind/severely visually impaired, all the training and assistive devices in the world won't be useful. I wonder if this client is grasping at straws, anything to avoid dealing with, what she believes is a terrible fait. Perhaps, down deep, she has the thought that blind people can't do anything. Perhaps she thinks that accepting the offered help is admitting defeat and weakness, so she continues to resist outside intervention I question if this client is not hearing what the doctor is saying or is the doctor enabling the client/patient, to have false hopes, by not being up-front. It could be a little of both.


I also question just how helpful the employer really is. Perhaps the employer should be made aware of what interventions the agency can offer in helping the visually impaired employee. What I hear is that, instead of making the job tasks more accessible, the employee's duties are changed to give her less responsibility and, it seems, to expect less. Regardless, until the client recognizes her needs and disability and is willing to accept assistance, her job and other aspects of her daily living will be at least frustrating.


Doug Hall, Daytona Beach, FL, USA flhalls@earthlink.net



**4. I have not experienced declining vision since I was born with only light perception, but I will try to answer this Thought Provoker. I think the point at which someone who is experiencing vision loss is reached when their VR counselors are not very responsive. Your story of the woman with the receptionist position reminds me a lot of when I was working as a receptionist at Natural Ties, a former not-for-profit headquartered here in Illinois. I first started in the Natural Ties national office as a volunteer in 1999. I worked there twice a week, for five hours a day. The staff was more than accommodating. I had gone to school with the person who was at that time the program director, so undoubtedly this played a big part in their willingness to overextend themselves. Also, they were a disability-related organization in the first place. The technology order for me had to go through the ranks, and it seemed like forever until I was finally able to effectively do my work there. At first I worked on a laptop computer with Window-Eyes installed on it. At the time I knew nothing at all about the Internet or email. So when an acquaintance emailed me, my friend had to read me her email and type in my reply. But other than that my experience with the laptop was all right. Then the staff decided to start paying me, based on my work ethic and habits. In addition to typing stuff on the laptop, I would make a few phone calls for the staff. The phone system they had at that time was not set up so that someone with little or no sight could answer and route phone calls. A former Chicago Lighthouse adaptive technology instructor came out to the Natural Ties office with a light probe, and he tried using that on the phones but it didn't work. It so happened that this instructor was visually-impaired himself, so it was good that he was able to come help us. The phone problem was solved, though, when a new system was installed in the office. This system not only had a quieter ring, but it was more accessible. The staff therefore had me answer and route phone calls to the appropriate person in the office, or their voicemail if they weren't available to talk. My friend put a few tactile markings on the phone to help me find the correct buttons easily. I was also given the duty of typing things at the front desk computer. JAWS was eventually installed on that computer but again, it took forever for that to happen. I also had to send and receive faxes. I was shown how to do this, since I had never before used a fax machine and I doubt at this point whether I'll ever use one again. The database that was used in the office, Act, was not accessible with either Window-Eyes or JAWS, so they had someone else do all the spreadsheet work. The door to our office had bells on it which jingled when the door opened and closed, and a beeper that sounded when the door was open. Sometimes when people came in, I would have to stand up and ask who they were and to whom they wanted to speak. However, most of the time people identified themselves right as they walked in. There was also a doorbell outside the office, and when it rang I would get up and open the door but ask who was there first. As the receptionist job grew more fast-paced, and it required skills which I didn't yet have, I was made a volunteer again. The staff went through this with me and my parents, and to this day I do not fault them or myself or parents for what happened. However, this was not how my VR counselor saw it. He kept on calling the office and again urged them, begged them, to pay me. I won't go into detail about this because I already mentioned it in other Thought Provokers. I was assigned to work with a high-school student who I think was involved with the organization for a while. She dictated articles and various other things to me, and I typed them out for our new website that was being launched.


Jacob Joehl Chicago, Illinois USA



**5. A typical sighted person going blind, refuses to accept help or accommodation in the hope that the vision is savable. This person is not ready to admit to being blind at all. My mother, who is 71 is going through the same thing. She has macula degeneration and her vision is 2200 in one eye and 2100 in the other, but she still insists she can see and drives! It scares me to death! I feel so sorry for these folks. But one can't help someone who does not wish to be helped!


Phyllis Stevens Johnson City, TN . USA. MAILTO:CatLady12@earthlink.net



**6. I think that the lady's situation with her blindness and how she deals with it all comes back to adjustment to blindness. I think that deep inside, she knows that she's losing her sight. However, she's determined to continue using whatever sight she still has left to the bitter end before she resorts to using non-visual equipment for her job; this is why she keeps telling her VR counselor that she wants to see what her doctor says and what kinds of glasses her doctor might be able to prescribe her. Yes, it would be good if she starts learning how to use adaptive equipment for the totally blind, but, as they say, "you can lead a horse to water, but you can't make it drink". From the sounds of it, though, there will come that time when she can no longer deny her blindness.


Linda Minnesota USA



**7. This woman is still in denial about her blindness and it's a shame she isn't taking time to develop the skills which will help her to continue doing the jobs she used to do. Sometimes people don't have the confidence to try new things and it holds them back. Hopefully, her counselor is persuasive enough that she will be able to engage her in a process where she will look at this new equipment and take advantage of it.


Mary Jo Partyka



**8. This is a very common stage for a sighted person to be in or go through. Sight is so important to how we as humans function, that vision has be come a very precious thing to al of us who have it. Sight is the window on to all that is around us. Oh yes, I know some beauty comes in what we can smell or taste or hear, but vision by far is the most widely used and multifunctional. And in saying all of this I am saying that we of course will fight to maintain it.


Blindness is also a very negative factor here in this story. Think of this, most people have a very negative view of blindness. It is limiting, not attractive, generally brings a lower status, brings pity and discrimination and destroys a persons view of themselves. I am sure some of this is over stated, what I said and what most people think about blindness, but I think most will agree with me a person will fight to remain sighted before they would give in to identifying with blindness.


So how do we help this woman? Well, be patient and let her come to the realization that she will not be getting vision back and nothing will help her see better. This is one. But how to help her along the way, to inform her that there are other methods to do things is good and showing her people that are making or have made the transition would be good too. But like they say, you can lead a horse to water, but you can’t make them drink.


I wonder if the doctor can suggest not holding too much faith in fixing the sight thing and that she should start looking at alternative methods. (Bet she’d go find another doctor if the first one said he couldn’t help her.)


Mary Cole USA

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